So I went out with a friend tonight, with her guy friend and his friend and they went off to be alone which left this guy and I alone, and like I knew from the moment I met him I didn’t want to sleep with him at all, or anything in the ball park of sleeping with him, but evidently every time I said no to this guy it was like I was reciting Russian poetry because he did not fucking get it, at one point he didn’t even let me out of his room because ” You’re not gonna cock-block my buddy out there ” meaning he thought his friend and my friend were having sex right outside the door… right. I would try to get off the bed to go to the door and he would literally flip me over and I mean I said stop more times than I could count but I didn’t yell or shout or anything because it would embarrass pretty much everyone in the situation, no he did not rape me, he kept saying ” Don’t worry, Im not trying to have sex with you, you said no, i got that” So then why the hell are your hands all over my ass and trying to put your hands down my panties, telling me to rub your dick when Im saying no. The one thing I hate is that I actually danced on top of him ( fully clothed) because I thought “Okay, dance on him, maybe he’ll burst in his pants or finish in the bathroom, just do it so he’ll fucking get his kicks and fucking chill out and it’ll be done with and you can go home and sleep.” I feel really gross and I know none of it is my fault and I mean it’s probably not as ” holy shit, dude ” as i’m making it sound but it was my first experience dealing with a complete asinine asshole and I’m still sulking over it.